What a Week.

    Its so nice to sit here at my kitchen table and actually get to write, its' so quiet and peaceful today. Finn is a sleep and I actually get the chance to write down how my week has been. My house has been disorganized for the majority of the week, clothes have been piling up, as well as the dishes. I've been in that mood where I don't want to do anything around the house, and I find that I have more anxiety when things aren't done. I don't know why I do that to myself. Yesterday was my birthday and it was spent taking care of my baby girl. She had a really high fever but she is getting better. THANK GOD! I felt so helpless watching her go through all that, the only thing I could do was try and comfort her. Thank you to all of those that prayed for her to get better, shes becoming herself again and I cannot wait for her full recovery! :)
     To be a parent you really have to be selfless. But it is also important to make some time for yourself. This week I haven't been able to really workout or get back in the swing of things. My back still aches and with Finn getting sick there hasn't really been time for me to get a good workout in. I only walked on the treadmill once this week. But I don't feel at all like i'm back tracking. This is life. Things will happen to make it difficult to reach your goal. Well, I guess I shouldn't say difficult. Things will get in the way but what you do with the time that you get is really important.  When I let the house become a mess, the time that I could spend on myself gets spent on making sure the house gets cleaned. Going forward I need to make it a priority to leave the house straightened up so I can get that time in that I need for myself.  Even writing this, I have four loads of laundry to do, dishes that need to be put away, bathrooms that need to be cleaned and floors that need to be washed. All of that will get done in time.
    Also, just to update you on the  picture I posted on Instagram letting you guys know that I got some new skincare products. I wont be able to get that post up this week, but look out for it in the near future. I want to try out the products for a longer period of time before I come on here and let you all know what I think. I'm also thinking that I may start posting on my YouTube channel again. Let me know what you guys think of that! Well I think thats all for today. Thank you guys so much for reading :)

Have a blessed Day/Night!
-Laura